Showing posts with label Brighton. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Brighton. Show all posts

Sunday, 16 June 2013

Life Update: Brighton (The Sequel)

Brighton was, in a word, perfect.

A long day, but one very well spent. I met with a good friend I hadn't yet met in person, and it was lovely that there was no awkward moment of' 'oh hello' between us.

We hung out at a cafe near the station for a while and I had a damn good panini while she cried over my birthmas (I missed sending both birthday and Christmas gifts so I just joined them) gifts, and I stared in awe at the autograph she got me from John Finnemore, a favourite comedian of ours who writes Cabin Pressure, John Finnemore's Souvenir Programme and sometimes turns up on BBC comedy series Miranda.

We had over two hours until the lecture I had to make it to, but decided to take a walk and find our bearings. There are so many nice shops in that town. We didn't let ourselves investigate due to lack of money but god, little antique shops with Spiderman tins and Trek figures...

We found a tourist information place that informed us Falmer Campus was in fact 25 minutes away by bus, and I had wildly underestimated just how far away it was. It's actually in the middle of nowhere, but there is a  train that goes from Brighton station directly to the campus for both Sussex and Brighton Falmer campus. (This might be foreshadowing)

The journey was nice, allowed us to see more of the city and how green the place is, with loads of cool wooden playgrounds, a duck pond with a massive fountain that looked like the birds were having some sort of water party, and then suddenly it was just countryside and thin lanes.

We arrived and wandered into campus but something felt wrong. The photos on the website didn't match up and I began to fear that I had made a significant miscalculation.

We found a lovely camp guy in an otherwise empty student union building and with his computer we deduced that we were on the wrong campus, having stumbled into Sussex instead of Brighton.

It felt a bit like being on the wrong side of an important cause. Like I was in Romulan Sith Lord who was supposed to be with Starfleet Padawan Academy.

In the end, after much dithering and regret on our parts when we saw how many steps we had to climb, we made it just in time for the lecture.

I won't bore you with details, but the place looks magnificent. The cost of living is good, the grants (while probably applying more of less nationwide) are reasonable, and it seemed genuinely welcoming. Hell, our lecturer had a rainbow umbrella. In a town such as Brighton I can't help but interpret it as the gay symbol that I usually do.

We went on a guided tour that wasn't the most helpful for me but nice to see the place anyway, and were lead to another lecture about joint degrees, including the one I have in mind: English Language And Linguistics.

No lies, Literature and Media look like awesome subjects, but I am stuck on them for 3 years and Linguistics is where my heart is.

There was no point staying around to ask questions, as I felt I had everything in Moony knowing all the linguistic things and my mate already at a Uni I'm visiting next week, so we went back to the town.

The Pier is one of Brighton's main attractions, so we figured it was best to check it out. I spent a while A) wondering how the fuck this place seems so familiar despite being sure I've never been - I settled on the acceptance that as my mind is bonded with Moony's, I remembered it through her eyes - B) Crying on the inside with a mix of extreme comfort and longing because Moony has actually been there, seen that view, walked that path, maybe literally where my feet were.

The Pier itself reminds me of a fair that visits my town every yea, but in daylight and overlooking the sea, but the sentiment allowed me to feel a little more grounded, because that's always around Hallowe'en, and I love that time of year.

There was time to kill so we aimlessly searched for a sleazy cafe with cheap food to dine at.

We found nothing. Damnit Brighton you're too lovely.

However, we did eventually find a cute little cafe near the sudden London Eye Brighton Wheel. I'll edit this in with photos as soon as I get sent them, but we got one of four options of hot chocolate called Bees Nuts, I swear, and it was made of peanut butter and honeycomb. I can't tell you how beautiful it was. It came with an adorable little grater and some chocolate, too.

It was joined by a bowl of nachos to share, and the thing had many different dips on top. God, I miss it so much.

The cutest thing was that the waiters kept coming and checking that we were alright. One of them offered us blankets and turned the heater on for us because we were in the shade. I think I'll try to get a job there some time.

I'm fairly sure that cafe, called Terrace by the way, actually had more of an impact that the University did, because it was so unexpected and I knew all the lecture stuff already.

My friend and I got a little lost on the way back to the station but made it with 10 minutes to spare, and there was none of the sadness that I'd expected, because we're seeing each other next week for my next open day, so that's pretty good.

And to round up my Brighton news, I'm going to try my best to get me and Moony there for a day when we're both in the country before we go to Sweden so we can see her old school, have a picnic on the beach, and experience the city together. Padfoot and Moony usually end up in Brighton in their summer holidays together, so it'll be nice to do the same.

Sunday, 28 April 2013

Motivation Towards School(work).

I've wanted to write something else for a while now, and this is the best topic I can think of.

For me, motivation is very difficult. In fact, I imagine it is for a lot of people. Moony revises and works because of the anxiety and fear of not doing well, but I've never had that. Sure, I fear not doing well, but I can never seem to really do anything about it and it goes away as soon as I distract myself.

Yesterday I was supposed to be doing work due next week, but instead I got my hair cut and took photos of myself as Castiel from Supernatural, after spending the whole afternoon at my friend's house watching League of Gentleman series 2, Doctor Who and more A Very Potter Musical.

I'm not really sure what expression to use so I usually go for 'absent'.

Today I promised to do said work, but it's 3:22pm and I'm about to rewatch Doctor Who while Moony watches it for the first time, and I've been reading high-school setting fanfiction about Supernatural. And that's what lead me to this post.

My forms of motivation come in odd ways. I have my pile of Uni prospectus books beside me, with the place I want to go to most on top, so I can see it. This works as a form of motivation because otherwise I just feel guilty for not working towards those B grades I need.

The High School AUs (Alternate Universe, for any non-fandom folk) make me want to work because I can see these people I admire in similar situations. Castiel, for example, usually is the one to knuckle down and try to work properly, while Dean isn't so much like that. Or Lestrade, from BBC Sherlock, is the kid that gets through the grades but doesn't work too hard, whereas Mycroft gets everything done the day he's set it and properly revises, and eventually encourages Lestrade to do the same.

Hell, Hermione Granger makes revision timetables - that Ron and Harry don't follow - and that makes me feel like I should get something done.

And there's Moony, because we want to live together in Brighton, but that all hinges on me actually getting in. And that won't happen unless I work for it. Having her reminding me that I need to be working encourages me in a way that only wanting to impress your partner and make them proud can.

All the people and characters I admire, they went through what I'm going through, and they did well. I want to be like that, I want to be there. I want to move away and live my life, but I won't get that by lazing around and doing nothing.

Brighton, here I come.