Thursday, 7 November 2013

Order out of chaos.

Two posts in a day, it's a miracle.

I finished the second draft of my personal statement. I finished my Wheaton work yesterday. That's two pieces of coursework/work in two days, and that's impressive, given how much I don't usually do anything. I'm better at pretending and trying to work than actually being productive.

As a reward, I've spent the evening watching Game of Thrones. I started watching it several months ago, but then I got distracted by some other show. Either Heroes, or Star Trek, or something. The length of the episodes got to me, I guess. And I fucking hate Joffrey, so that didn't help.

But Supernatural made Sam and Dean watch a marathon with Charlie, and I've since remembered how much I actually enjoyed it.

It's been a nice day, really. It's nearly the weekend, and I have two hours to work on the other piece of coursework I have. It's starting to look like I have a free weekend. And I'm going to actually not be guilty about watching shows, reading comics and playing stupid retro games.

I look forward to it. I look forward to feeling like I know what I'm doing again. Some order in my life where there isn't much else.

When I think about what's happened, how things were just a few days ago, I can't really believe it. Right now, I feel alright. And for me, that's like being on top of the world.

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